Antisocial Media
Intrusive Thoughts
Because social media is a lot like shouting into the void. So why not own the void?
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#19 B. John It took me 30 damn minutes to get on task and as soon as I do, someone comes and asks me to open a fucking door. 😑
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#18 B. John Struggling to keep myself on task this week.
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#17 B. John It’s been hard. But the truth is, bare minimum effort is still effort. One step. One decision. One choice. Again, and again, and again. At least that’s what I’ve been telling myself to make it through another day.
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#16 B. John Needless to say this has contributed to major depressive states. Feeling like you can barely muster the bare minimum effort to function for 14 days straight doesn’t do much for your self-confidence.
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#15 B. John It’s made me irritable at best, and feel like I’m a worthless garbage human that can’t do anything right at worst.
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#14 B. John I’m trying to get on a new formula and insurance be insurancing, so it’s been a struggle not to feel like I’m free falling every waking minute of the day.
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#13 B. John I’m 46 today. It’s been a hard, weird month. Partially because my ADHD has been unmediated for coming up on 3 weeks.
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#12 B. John Trying to create a dumb windows pc on my old surface book. Wish me luck, nobody.
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#11 B. John How am I supposed to write about my performance when I feel like I’m not really doing anything well, and feel generally ineffectual as a human being?
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#10 B. John Night floating with the family. ❤️❤️
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#9 B. John About to watch Akira in IMAX. Super stoked, but hope it doesn’t traumatize Bayley. 😅
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#8 B. John My son just asked me how many days I’ve lived. The number is 16,774. 💀
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#7 B. John “This John Denver album cover goes hard,” is not a phrase I thought I would ever say.
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#6 B. John Been reading Legends and Lattes (2022) and it’s had me craving a chocolate croissant. Achievement unlocked!
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#5 B. John Smooth mornings always leave me feeling like I have got my shit together. No rushing, no scrambling to find misplaced stuff.
Good start to the day.
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#4 B. John I build tools, but am really bad at using them.
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#3 B. John Now I can shout into the void for real!
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#2 B. John I spent a ridiculous amount of time getting you up and running.
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#1 B. John I’ve seen a handful of videos that teach you how to replace the capacitor on your AC unit this summer, and today I had to use that knowledge.
AC is running and I kinda feel like Iron Man
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